Reggie MacDonald — A Life Remembered

The History of Me

The History of Me

1966 Born in Souris Hospital. 2 brothers, 1 mother, 1 dog.
1967 cried and slept a lot
1968 don’t remember much about this year. Probably much like the year before.
1969 started hippie movement, changed the world.
1970 played with toys
1971 went to kindergarten
1972 went to school. grandfather died.
1973 continued my education in Grade 2
1974 Dog died. Friend died. Run over by drunk driver.
1976 Mother (nurse) stopped working at hospital and took job at Detox in Souris.
1977 Uneventful year
1978 Got drunk for the first time on a Friday night. I got beer several days before, hid it, planned to drink it, had first couple beer by myself, and had a blackout, so I might have been an alcoholic even before I had a drink.
1979 tried mushrooms for the first time. wow.
1980 started smoking pot and hash, as well as mushrooms and beer.
1980 Father quit drinking. Went to Chit Chat.
1981 myself and [another] bought pound of pot from a crew member on potato boat docked in Souris. Spent next few months in cloud of smoke.
1982 tried acid
1983 began using coke. took mushrooms and went to Black Sabbath concert in Toronto
1984 Graduated high school – went to Saint Mary’s in Halifax
1985 Second year at St. Mary’s Tried heroin for first time. Made mental note to try it again. Got kicked out of residence at St. Mary’s for suspected drug use and corrupting other students morals. quit smoking hash. Took acid before exams.
1986 Arrested for selling hash. Probation and a $600 fine. Moved to Toronto. Worked at several meaningless jobs. Took acid a lot.
1987 Another year in Toronto. More acid.
1988 Moved back to Souris. Met girl who I later married. Got her pregnant. First child – boy.
1989 Took course in Avionics (aircraft maintenance – electronics) at NBCC in Moncton. Got caught snorting coke at Stevie Ray Vaughn concert in Fredericton. Swallowed evidence. Spent night in jail. Found not guilty in court.
1990 Second and final year at school in Moncton. Graduated with Honors despite heavy coke use. Unable to find work due to massive cuts and layoffs at airlines.
1991 Moved back to Souris. Worked for liberals pretending to cut trees in woods. Smashed car driving. First and last drunk driving experience. Go 10 days in jail for leaving scene of accident.
1992 Moved to Charlottetown. Myself and girlfriend opened store selling wine and beer making supplies.
1993 Got married. Cousin murdered in drug related incident in Montreal.
1994 Cut back on massive coke use. Began using heroin. Went through first painful heroin withdrawal. Got sicker than I’ve ever been, up to that point.
1995 Semi-retired from work. Spent time developing heroin addiction. Trip to Calgary, Vancouver.
1996 Went through several periods of addiction and withdrawals. Overdosed on airplane, turned blue. Called detox for advice on heroin. Not satisfied with response. Continued using till December and then switched to Dilaudid, Demerol, Percocet, Morphine and Darvon.
1997 Entered Detox voluntarily in January. Got committed. Escaped. Stopped using drugs except alcohol for 4 or 5 weeks. Resumed drug use and overdosed on Darvon and Valium. Sought treatment at methadone clinic and was put on waiting list. Got arrested under mental health act and brought here where I remain today.

The end.

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