December 29

Another day down; two more left this year. I look forward to 1999 and hope it brings good luck, prosperity and happiness, not just for myself but for all.

I called Ann T. today. She will be coming for a visit on Thursday which I look forward to. A chance for me to catch up on the latest news from the city.

I also called my mother. She will be in dropping off some books (from [my middle brother] and [our family doctor]) and some crossword puzzles. I look forward to receiving them so I can keep myself entertained.

I read my short story, Spudcatraz about jail to Rob today. He seemed to enjoy it. I wish I could come up with another one as my creativity pleases me. I hope that someday I can use it to amuse a larger audience, and, of course, cash in on it, although that is not my purpose in writing. I just believe I have a unique perspective on life that should be shared with the world. I just hope they’ll be able to understand the strange things that come out of my twisted mind. Some do; some don’t.

I’ve often been told that I should get involved in creative writing and I think it is time that I entered that field. Now that I’ve gotten away from drugs, I see so much opportunity out there in the world that has so far passed me by. It’s time I reached out and grabbed it.

December 30

It was an interesting day in our unit. This morning Abby, Dean and then Rodney each moved to the other units. This was unexpected. Apparently, Abbie didn’t like the nurse here, so he left and the others followed. So, I elected myself the new our new unit rep. I was just thinking yesterday that I could do a much better job than Abby. And suddenly I get the job. Funny how these things happen.

So finally, I am in control now. Things will be different around here. First the unit, then the world. So many plans to make. First, I’ve appointed Jimmy as my secretary and Minister of Recreation, Jason as Minister of Education (he has Grade 6), Rob as Minister of Justice (he likes to fight), and Noel as Minister of Fisheries (he’s from Tignish). On Monday I will present our demands to the staff or anyone who will listen and then the process of change begins.

I wrote a letter to Rockport today complaining about their moldy tobacco. It will be interesting to see their response. It would be nice to get some free tobacco.

The group that was supposed to put on the AA meeting tonight didn’t show up so our meeting was called off, which was a relief to me. The only thing I like about the meetings here is getting out of the unit for a while.

Tomorrow is New Year’s Eve. I’m expecting a visit from Ann and a peaceful relaxed evening afterwards.