Nobody Cares About Us Here
June 16
Today is [my son’s] birthday (all my kids are a year older since I came in here). I tried but couldn’t get to talk to him. He wasn’t at [my wife]’s (she rushed me off the phone – kinda rude) and I couldn’t get an answer at home. I hope he got the card that I sent him.
… Our unit is full now. It’s crowded here but the guys are ok …
I was expecting more from Lawrence. I guess I tried anyway. I put in a complaint with the Public Service Commission, so I’ll see what comes out of that – probably nothing … I’m really disappointed that I missed both [my son and daughter]’s birthdays. It seems so unfair that I haven’t gotten my parole yet. Nothing I can do though.
June 17
This fucking place is so boring. I’ve lost control of the t.v. they want to watch movies all day. I guess I’ll have to start reading more … everyone seems amused that I’ve shaved half my face. I’m not sure what to do with it now.
… Jimmy got sent to the hole again, for having a pipe. I would say he’s not very happy now.
… I got a reply from Herb Dickinson today. He expressed his concerns but didn’t offer to do anything.
Nobody cares about us here. …Twenty four more days till my hearing …
June 18
I’ve reached 41 wpm. Now, I’m wishing I had something else to do on the computer …
[Supervisor] told me that I’m not allowed to get a subscription to the Halifax newspaper. I’ll have to aks why next time I see him, some stupid reason, no doubt … I got a father’s day card from Steven today. They’re coming in to visit tomorrow. I think I’ll keep my half beard just to amuse him. …
Jason got sent to max today, so our unit is full now. Eugene is in the other unit. I hope Jimmy doesn’t set something up with him. I’d like to take care of that myself …
Jennifer apparently got married tonight. I guess we’ll never have babies together, oh well …
John told me today that he heard that I might get to medium. Depends on how well I behave so who knows …
